HOLIDAY TAGGED

1.What’s your ambition?
To set up a home for homeless people and to provide free medical services for those needy

2.Who is more important to you?Friends or boy/girlfriend?
everyone i love is equally important to me

3.How often do you think of committing suicide?
never, life is precious!

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
At times yes. Sometimes no.( i have thesame answer as fui)

5.How many babies you want?(cancelled)
5.The best gift you ever received.
Grace.

6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
absolutely, i like seeing rainbow

7.What is your goal for this year?
to get rid of my habit of procrastination and to be more tactful

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
yes!

9.What’s a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
i never thought of this before, but if i really have to, i think a guy who truly fear and love God is a perfect guy. is that simple, i dun have a list of ten.

10.What are you really afraid of?
losing my faith

11.What are your bad habits?
hate to sweep the floor of my hostel room, is my room, i just dun like to sweep, i need a vaccum

12.Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
you are welcome to inform me the things which i have done that might have hurt you, i will try my best to change

13.State a random fact about yourself.
xx chromosom.

14.Do you have any pets?
i am phobia to cute and lovely animals

15.What do you crave for the most currently?
turkey

16.Describe the person that tagged you in 7 words.
cheerful, adventerous, daring, smart, fair, internet addict

17.Are you currently single or...?
Single

18.What is in your mind now?
christmas.

19.Who are you?
someone who is trying her best to bring love, joy and hope into her family.

20.What makes you happy?
currently is beach
Instructions:Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 peoples. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they’ve been tagged.

I will tag:
Joel
Peilyn

more photos of OPKIM ke-13

wat is so gr8 about dis photo? can u see the uniqueness? almost every single house in Kuantan are a customer of astro!

the night when we went to the famous beach in Kuantan- 'teluk cempedak' , the dark background was actually the sea and of course, we were standing on soft tender sand beach :P

didi and i

OPKIM KE-13 ( trip to Kuantan) II

these two lovely chinese girls were the champion of cake decorating competition.

this was one of my favourite snap shot. her name is Atira, she was 1 of my LDK students :)

opening ceremony of the program 'OPKIM', notice the hole on the zinc wall?, i wonder how the hole was formed.
this cutey is the grandson of my 'parents angkat'.

this was the house i was staying at for my 5 days in Kuantan...i was so blessed to live in such a comfy home thru out my khidmat masyarakat, initially i thought i was going to stay in rumah panjang or rumah tinggi., but then rural area now is also advance my family for 5 days, from left : didi, kak as, abah mat, mak nora, kak fatin, me and dilah. i better write down the names b4 they fade away from my memory... :P 5 sisters posing in front of rumah angkat, our theme of that day was blue! the four malay girls were my sisters for 5 days, we shared the same parents angkat.

Faizah and me, taken during clinical

OPKIM KE-13 ( trip to Kuantan)

my faculty has an anual programme known as ' khidmat masyarakat' ( serving in rural area as an undergraduate), this year it was being held in Kuantan- Perkampungan Cenderawasih. i m a lucky one to be selected as one of the participants, initially i was very relunctant of joining after this stressful semester, i was complaining, however, i m now feeling very grateful of what i hv learnt thru this programme. i thank God for giving me this opportunity to serve kampung people who were mainly Malays,glad dat i didnt pull myself out of this programme even though there were only 2 chinese of 120 students participating. after all it is a blissful experience!

for 5 days i had been staying with a malay family togather with another 4 of my malay friends, 5 of us were consider as the family's 'anak angkat' (adopted child). every morning till afternoon, we will be serving the villages by offering health care body check up, nutrition intake advices and pharmacist consultations, at the multi-purpose hall, but the hall is being used as a kindergarten by the villages. at night , we will dine wif our foster family and spend family hours with them, some nights we will organize some talk shows at their hall. Beside providing health care services, we had blessed the kampung by explainning our courses to the young adults as well as the teenagers there. we really had a wonderful moment fellowship with the kampung people, they were all very encouraging and friendly.

remember my holiday plan which i mentioned of going to a beach and lay on the soft sandy beach? i visited a beach called 'teluk cempedak' in kuantan, even though i couldnt lay on the beach coz i went there at night, but i was feeling content to be able to listen to the glorious sound of the fierceful wave and to be able to breath in the saltiness of beach air. it was superb!, i took some photos, but the qualities isn't dat gud coz it was night time and was using a camera dat unable to function properly... still, i was very happy, satisfied and thankful for dis gift of going to beach. :) i love beach, i enjoy the breeze that relaxing my mind and body...i know, i had fallen in love with beach.

anyway, i will post my photos in my next post since dat i m too lazy to get my camera and transfer the photos now..so, dis entry will be lacked of photos.

enjoy ur thursday :P

Happy 46th birthday papa!

yesterday was my papa's 46th birthday :)

this is the brownies Jan taught me to bake and my parents love it.

going back to Kl today, leaving for Kuantan tomorrow, hoping that Kuantan is not as sunny as Segamat, i need some windy days,... i wonder how the beach in Kuantan looks like?

Bye segamat, see you again on 2nd of Dec :P

CHRIST BELL

I came across this message in uncle steven's blog...thought of sharing it with you all...Christmas is around the corner :)

Christ Bell This is an awesome e-mail. Someone took a lot of time setting up this message.
THE BELL I KNOW WHO I AM

I am God's child (John 1:12)

I am Christ's friend (John 15:15 )

I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17)

I am bought with a price (1 Cor 6:19-20)

I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1)

I am a personal witness of Christ. (Acts 1:8)

I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt 5:13-14)

I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27)

I am free forever from condem nation ( Rom. 8: 1-2)

I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil 3:20)

I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31 -34)

I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor 5:17-21)

I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph. 2:18)

I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6)

I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom 8:35-39)

I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor 1:21-22 )

I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8:28 )

I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16 )

I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph. 3: 12 )

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me (Phil. 4:13)

I am the branch of the true vine, a channel of His life (John 15: 1-5)

I am God's temple (1 Cor. 3: 16). I am complete in Christ (Col. 2: 10)

I am hidden with Christ in God (Col. 3:3).. I have been justified (Romans 5:1)

I am God's co-worker (1 Cor. 3:9; 2 Cor 6:1).I am God's workmanship (Eph. 2:10)

I am confident that the good works God has begun in me will be perfected. (Phil. 1: 5)

I have been redeemed and forgiven (Col 1:14). I have been adopted as God's child

(Eph 1:5)

I belong to God

Do you know

Who you are?

Keep this bell ringing...

pass it on

'The LORD bless you and keep you;

The LORD make His face shine upon you

And be gracious to you;

The LORD turn His face toward you

And give you peace...

Numbers 6:24-26

i put myself in her shoes

this news seems to be drawing many people's attention. even my brother talked about it when i reach home today. therefore, i post an entry here, to contribute my point of view. fisrtly, i would like to properly state dat it will be just my plain stand without supporting any party related to this news. this post is not bout condemnation, confrontation or argument, i wud just wanna see the whole thing by placing myself in the victim's shoes.

for your information, this case of bullying happened in one of the junior college in singapore , and according to the students who participated in this ragging declare that it is all merely for the fun of celebrating that poor girl's birthday... i imagine myself being ragged in front of public..i don't have to imagine actally, i had been through that stage, it is a norm to be ragged as a junior in a university according to races..it is a traditional, the reason to sustain this traditional is so that junior will get to know seniors. those who didn't submit to ragging would be an outcast of their own racist group...but do we really need to bully a person so to promote friendship or to build up the relationship??? !

did Jesus bully his disciples? He didn't, He built up the relationship by offering them unconditional love, He accepted the disciples as who they are even though the disciples sometime let Him down. to cherish our friendship, do we really need to do something so ridiculous or so humiliating to prove the genuineness of the friendship? i doubt it..

if i were that girl, i can never imagine how the psychology trauma can be healed. i would cry myself to bed every night...i dun think i can bear it.

anyway, i thank God for giving me wonderful friends who support me, encourage me and cheering me on in this journey of life... i am so blessed :)

something i wud like to add on here is sometime we tend to hurt friends through our act or word without realising it, it is ok to apologise, to redeem the friendship, after all we are not perfect..this is what i have been learning..:P

to read more of this in one of my friends blog: janene

till then, i m going to make myself available for my mum :)

top ten things i seriously want to do in my holiday

10. meet up with frenz. :P

9. meet up frenz in JB. :>

8. indulge myself in chocolates!!. from brownies to chocolate truffle!!!! ^V^

7. read some good books!!!! ;}

6. laze myself on a beach :D an island will be superb

5. create a mime : ]

4. enjoy the air, scenery and people in segamat. :)

3. bake truffles and brownies and maybe some new stuff. ^o^

2. do something that is very surprising, very unconventional, very not-my-type. LOL

1. last but not least, i will like to practice my cursive writing.;>

yes!!!! i m so looking forward to a restful and chocolate-ful holiday!
happy holiday in advance to all my beloved frenz!

ciao

does it look familiar?

saw this pic. in Joan's blog... thought it is so cute....
hope u enjoy it, :)

craving for chocolate

3 more papers to go for before i hit the 'holiday button'. !
i m so looking forward to a restful holiday and a 'chocolate-ful' christmas this year.

anyway, my heart has been urging me to indulge in chocolate for the past few hours...sadly, i can't get any of them here in my miserable hostel... will have to be confined in this place until my last paper. meanwhile, all i can do is to look at the photos of chocolate to ease the chocolate craving heart. :)

i got tagged

1. The person who last tag you is : fui yin
2. Your relationship with him/her is : friend since Mr. Teh's tuition
3. Your five impression of him/her : daring, smart, fair,adventerous, will-definitely-become-a-prominent-lawyer
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you : the moment she become my friend
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you : my name is yap fui yin
6. If he/she become your lover, you will : tell her that we live in Malaysia, is unlawful
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be : change the law
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will : still be her friend
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be : she is out of her mind
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is : replaced her in her attachment to the boring workplace
11. Your overall impression of him/her is : full of potential
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? : intimidating?
13. The characters you love of yourself are : simple, friendly, peacemaker, helpful, perseverance
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are : procrastinate, insensitive to the needs of people around me, slow learner, forgetful
15. The most ideal person you want to be is : someone with a thoughtful heart and sound mind
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them : thanks for being part of my life

Antidepressant

3 and a half hour has past since dat traumatic pharmacology paper... i had difficulty forking out the name of the drugs for antiasthma, antihistamine, NSAIDS etc etc!!!!!!! :( my mind is now in needs of some rest after all these touchering days n nights... n i particularly find these paintings of this 13-yr-old girl , Akiane, has the anti-depressant effect. not only she paints, she writes poetry pertaining to her art too!! all her inspiraton come from dreams, visions, people, nature and God. but what touches my heart the most is her goal for every painting - to be an inspiration for others and a gift to God! visit her site :)

-Prince of peace--wonder-- beginning-

-infinite-eye-



-candle jar-

-love- observe thoroughly, u'll b able 2 c those fallen babies in protective bubbles
Love
Love is never alone Love is always crowded Love is the shared self
We cannot own our loveAnd we cannot teach our love
The longest breath of loveis the shortest distance to heaven
The deepest life is loveThe deepest love is an embrace
Love is not restLove is peaceLove is the purpose
-Akiane, age 11

this is my favourite.. -Father forgives them-

The Anthill Ashes

When life lies down on the song of a bird

The resurrection returns my name

And I break the brakes of senses

To taste the steady pain

My cross is nailed into me

I pity the fingers that scourge my face

The minutes hurry the hours

The hours hurry the days

The loyal faces approach

And run along with every summer

Beside the flooded feet of love

The hardened lives are turning numb

Between my feet against the wind

My words will cascade through the strife

But if inside my eyes you see the flying geese

The ropes will pause the next worn life

The seasoned time has buried signs

And swings like a branch above a lost sandal

I step inside the ant hill ashes

Becoming new and larger ant hill

Last Post

hi everyone! this will be my last post for......this month:) thank u for ur encouragement during my blogging journey, i am so sooo.. blessed to have a group of wonderful people cheering me on! anyway, regarding my title above, i am now officially announced that i will not be chronicled 'my chronicle' till end of november with a very good reason... exam is around the corner! yup, i will be sitting for exam from 3/11 onwards till 20/11. dun get me wrong, despite of sounding a bit thrill on this no-need-to-blog, i have to declare...the truth that i will certainly miss blogging and miss going online..:(sob sob* but i have to discipline myself...after all i can always get back to blogger after that period of time!yes! n before i end this post, below is my exam schedule... wud like to share..:)

3/11 Basic Pathology

10/11 Bacteriology

12/11 General Pharmacology

18/11 Nutrition and Health

19/11 Medical Parasitology

in addition to it, there will be 3 ospe lab test in between that period. do keep me in ur prayer.!

all the best in your exam!

this pic has nothing to do with my post, i haphazardly display it here..simply becoz it looks so restful.... :P

MINI COOPER!

I came across all these photos taken by my fren ( i still cant believe he was the cameraman!) and thought of sharing them! i m so grateful that he gave me the permission to share them in my blog^^. u can visit his blog for more 'eye candies' !

these remind me of mr bean's car.... now. focus on the Mini Cooper! i wish i have one of my own.! they are so adorable :}
how adorable:>






how adorable ^^
it's an oil cap with a lock! yea...how adorable:]




how adorable :)






mini cooper...how adorable

hooow adorable!

ok, is time to get back to study. hope u enjoy the tour of mini cooper!

Facing Giant (exam)

i was talking to one of my friend bout one of the parables in the movie of ' Facing Giants ' the other day. the parable is about two farmers praying to God for rain during a drought. one farmer prayed and did nothing, on the other hand, the other farmer prayed and also plowed the farm, faithfully waiting for God to answer his prayer. from this parable, my fren and i reckoned that we pray and meanwhile we have to do something, as an act of faith and also to prepare for God to answer our prayer. same goes to exam, we pray for spirit of wisdom, discipline and diligence. yet we hv 2 do something, that is to discipline ourself and study and God will do the rest...i had learnt the hard way...

so, during this exam season, may all my frenz prepare the farm and wait for the rain!

Prov 13:4 the soul of a lazyman desires and has nothing, but the soul of the diligent shall be made rich.

hapi studying! :)

help wanted!

i love this blogging thingy.. it functions like 'shout out' in facebook!

ok.. i better get straight to the point.. i need help!! so if anyone out there hear my cry out, come and rescue me from the misery of not being able to fix cbox into my blog..well is not that miserable but is inconvenient. ..thx frenz once again.. for coming to my rescue.

journey to the abundant life

oh yes! in additional to my previous blog post, thank you for journeying with me!!! that truely means alot to me!

how do you find the song 'Angel brought me here' by sebastian?~ 1 of my favourites! hope you enjoy it!

stop, look and go

today we had our last cf for this semester on the title of 'stop, look, and go'. we were enquired to reflect and to plot the poiema of our semester... i thought about my semester... what have i achieved, what have i learnt, what have i changed, did i live out my new semester resolution? did i live out our cf theme ' weaving love in ACTION and in TRUTH'? hmm... as you are eagered to know, my poiema looks like a roller coaster..;}see, when we pause and reflect upon the footsteps that we had make, we can see our life more clearly, instead of rushing by.. same goes to blogging, when we journal down our thought, somehow, we will see things more clearly.

God is gracious to me this year, i discover that i learnt a lot( is still in the process of learning), God has been sending people to teach me, He had opened ways for me to learn and to grow. i realised that somehow this year, i have always been learning to.. to open up myself for the Lord to heal me, teach me, guide me and equip me... i have been blessed too with frenz who are dare to be honest with me, to help me see things differently and to encourage me and journey with me... most of all, i have Jesus to journey with me.during the 'stop, look and go' we were ask to look into our life throughout this sem. by sharing our poiema to our groups. many of us are very encouraging by being very open... many of us had been through our down pit in this sem. without sharing with our cf members.. and yes, some of us too have our climax in this sem. , one thing i realised is that i should be more sensitive to my frenz so that i manage to support and cheer them on whenever they need me. amd also to celebrate with them during their glorious moment, not to waste these precious time to journey together with frenz in Christ! after looking back into our journey through out this semester, i am now able to see myself at this point of my life, knowing myself better, and ever ready to continue on the journey, with the desire of growing more in Christ and to not to pass Him by!

before we end the meeting, June as our cf leader threw us a question to ponder on 'what is cf?' hmm.. good question, is cf a second church? is cf another form of cg? is cf a place to makan. or is cf merely a specific time of gathering at 4th lecture hall( we call it DK4) .. the answer is cf is everywhere, everyday whereby we can make a n impact towards our campus and also a place of fellowship among christian students! how do you define your cf?

stop, look and go! all the best in your upcoming final exam !

a delightful piece of song dedicated to my frenz out there, click on the link to listen to it :)

Angels Brought Me Here - Guy Sebastian
It’s been a long and winding journey, but i’m finally here tonightPicking up the pieces, and walking back into the lightInto the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future liesThere’s nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes…

My dreams came true, when i found youI found you, my miracle…

If you could see, what i see, that you’re the answer to my prayersAnd if you could feel, the tenderness i feelYou would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here…

Standing here before you, feels like i’ve been born againEvery breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name…

My dreams came true, right here in front of youMy miracle…

If you could see, what i see, you’re the answer to my prayersAnd if you could feel, the tenderness i feelYou would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here…

Brought me here to be with you,I’ll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)My dreams came trueWhen I found youMy miracle…

If you could see, what i see, you’re the answer to my prayersAnd if you could feel, the tenderness i feelYou would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here…Yes they brought me here…If you could feel, the tenderness i feel…You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here…

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Ladies and Gentleman, i m blogging! i m now literally a blogger; i can't believe this day will come when i will be sharing glimpse of my life in Blogger. i know being a blogger is not easy, you have to live up to people's expectation on you to blog, you have to be responsible on what you blog, how often you blog and how interesting your blog is... that was what pull me back from blogging..ok ok, i did have a kiddy little blog in friendster..but that is like so long ago...anyway, now my perception of blogging is.. after reading through my friends' blog,.. blogging is sharing, discussing, and encouraging. through blogging, we can share things that have been drawing our attention or our concept with friends and family... it is not bout how good your language is or how literature you sound..it can be fun and crazy and also serious or warming...is a new era kind of interaction, you see it is a two way thingy, with a person blogging, another read n give comment. encouragement and new insight is the by-product of this interaction...wow! despite of all the responsibility and expectation, i am thrill to be on board, sharing my life with others! i will make it this time... it will not be a half-hearted thingy! so, do cheer me on on my journey of blogging! :)