IF

If I have not compassion on my fellowservant, even as my Lord had pity on me,
then I know nothing of Calvary love.
If I belittle those whom I am called to serve, talk of their weak points in contrast perhaps with what I think of as my strong points;
If I adopt a superior attitude, forgetting "Who made thee to differ? and what hast thou that thou hast not received?"
then I know nothing of Calvary love.
If I can easily discuss the shortcomings and the sins of any;
If I can speak in a casual way even of a child's misdoings,
then I know nothing of Calvary love.
If I find myself half-carelessly taking lapses for granted.
"Oh, that's what they always do."
"Oh, of course she talks like that,
he acts like that,"
then I know nothing of Calvary love.
If I can enjoy a joke at the expense of another;
If I can in any way slight another in conversation, or even in thought,
then I know nothing of Calvary love.
If I can write an unkind letter, speak an unkind word, think an unkind thought without grief and shame,
then I know nothing of Calvary love.
If I do not feel far more for the grieved Savior than for my worried self when troublesome things occur.
then I know nothing of Calvary love.
If I know little of His pitifulness (the Lord turned and looked upon Peter),
if I know little of His courage of hopefulness for the truly humble and penitent (He saith unto him, "Feed My lambs"),
than I know nothing of Calvary love.
If I deal with wrong for any other reason than that implied in the words, "From His right hand went a fiery law for them. Yea, He loved the people";
if I can rebuke without a pang,
then I know nothing of Calvary love.
If in dealing with one who does not respond,
I weary of the strain,
and slip from under the burden,
then I know nothing of Calvary love.
If I cannot bear to be like the father who did not soften the rigors of the far country;
if, in this sense, I refuse to allow the law of God (the way of transgressors is hard) to take effect, because of the distress it causes me to see that law in operation.
then I know nothing of Calvary love.

All this world needs is - Genuine Love

Little Annie
A young girl known as "Little Annie" was in a mental institution. She was kept in a dungeon and was like an animal in many ways. When the attendants came, she would spring on them; she would claw at them and try to bite them. Sometimes she would just completely ignore them. she was considered a hopeless case.
But one nurse, in whose heart there dwelt the love of God, decided that she was going to try to reach Little Annie. Day after day she would come and speak to her softly. But Little Annie would just ignore her. One day the nurse brought some fresh-baked brownies and left them outside the cage. When the nurse returned the next day, the brownies were gone. The nurse continued to bring brownies n her visits to Little Annie. Finally, at long last, Little Annie began to get better. She was allowed out of the dungeon. and the day came when she was allowed out of the institution -- because that one nurse took the time to show her love.
Many years later, the famous Helen Keller was receiving a citation from Queen Victoria of England. the Queen said to her, "How do you account for your remarkable accomplishments in life?" She replied that she owed all that she was to her dear friend, Anne Sullivan, who with her hands in hers, opened her eyes and brought her up out of a black pit and enabled her to see the light.
So that one day she could say to her, "Oh Anne, you've made me to see the trees...and I see the sky...and I see the clouds. I see... Anne, I see God!" and Anne Sullivan is that same Little Annie who, touched by love, then touched others in return.
~ Dr. D. James Kennedy

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2010

2009 has been a very challenging year for me, a year which I had so many trials and decision making moments, a year which I had been too calculative,a year which I had lost someone that I care, a year that seems to be restless yet unproductive, but looking back to 2009, still I want to give thanks for I had the opportunities to be exposed to some of the world issues that I never came across, to come to the realisation of my weaknesses and fear, I get to know myself a little better..at least..



Goodbye 2009... I will always remember of all the wonderful lessons you have taught me...always...



Welcome 2010!
I have no idea about how will you going to turn out to be, seriously, but allow me to name you as -' a year of breakthrough ', yes , I want this year to be a year whereby I will be an over comer, to conquer my own weaknesses and fear. Dear God, You know I cant do this on my own...



Oh , there are so many things I want to do in this whole new year. I want to be attentive to my friends, I want to be more sensitive and less ignorant, likewise, I want to be strong, I want to cling on to my dreams, I want to be faithful, I want to be fruitful, I want to be more tactful, I want to be wiser...endless list of ' I want to be...' and I really really want to see it coming to past.


To start this whole new year afresh, I finally come out with this to-be/do-list in order to achieve greater height in this year, Dear God, help me through as I plan my course, and determine my steps according to Your will.

New year RESOLUTION:
For better health ,
1. Consume more natural food, especially fruits and vege. (thanks to uncle Steven for the advice)
2. less mamak/ instant/ fast food .
3. participate in regular sports activity that generate more body oxygen intake for better cognitive function.

For better academic performances,
1. no procrastination.
2. better time management
3. learn to prioritize

For better role as a daughter, friend and course mate,
1. learn to be sensitive
2. less indifferent
3.do what is right not what majority does
4. be more caring and loving
5. most of all, be genuine and sincere
Let everything you said be good and helpful, so that your words will be an encouragement to those who hear them Eph4:39

For spiritual growth,
1.spend more quality devotional time
2. meditate on the Word of God
3. Put on the spiritual armour
4. Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul and with all your might (Dt 6:5)

Dear Father in Heaven, in 2010, I commit myself once again to you, search my heart, instruct me, guide me and transform me according to your plan. Give me spirit of discernment, spirit of wisdom, spirit of peace and spirit of joy. Father, I acknowledge you as my God, my pillar of strength, my comforter , my provider. I will trust in You, knowing that You will journey with me through all the life challenges.Give me life in your way, Father. Thank you for your grace and mercy. In Jesus name, Amen.